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  • The BIG Things In Life

    Yesterday I received a phone call from a woman.She notified me that I had been listed as a reference on a job application. It was for a friend of mine. She prompted herself and asked me to tell her about my friend.So I shared. I shared what I saw most beautiful in my friend; his finest attributes for they are all that exist. She replied, “Wow, there is something about you. I can tell you are a really happy person. I have not smiled all day and I…

  • be YOU

    In a world of billions of people, be YOU. There is noone uniquely as you are. No one with your perspective of the color of the sky to the sound interpretation of hearing your name. Everything about YOU is Unique. So be that. Be YOUnique. Plus everyone else is taken and if you were them… Well YOU wouldn’t exist because you’d be them. So let the expression of you, in all moments, of your happiness and sadness rip and roar and shine in this world. And when YOU…

  • Death Becomes Her; a 2019 Irish Appreciation

    One of the most amazing highlights of 2019 was when I traveled to a land I had always dreamed of visiting, #IRELAND, and it turned to shit. I manifested a moldy dump of a house with 7 cats, urine on the floor and a kitchen I’d never wish anyone to eat in; one cat I had to physical assist it to poop and one who died. Oh! and a customs interrogation that had me throwing a sad party of tears for myself, almost denied entry and stamped with…

  • I NEED.

    “Hey everyone! Can you please send me and my family thoughts and prayers of love and appreciation. We all feel so good and your thoughts and prayers will bring more feeling good to all of us and YOU”. 👆 Said noone ever… Well maybe not ever, but I’ve surely only seen people asking for thoughts and prayers in the something is wrong and it needs to be different context. So it got me thinking… Why is it that things are “given” in larger outward scales to a person…

  • A Reminder…

    I am so in love with Ireland. Not because it’s beautiful, though it sure is. I wasn’t quite in love being here until yesterday (and Ireland didn’t have anything to do with that, truly). I just had to remind myself who I really am and POW I was able to see the depths, beauty all around me. This is my second visit with the Cliffs of Moher and it’s amazing how my shift in perspective, in my presence my experience here was much more magical and stunning. The…

  • Dying To Be Too Perfect

    The Burren today… This place is energetic and magical. I’m guided to come here as many times as my impulse takes me here.. So far Ireland has been quite the teacher for me. To say that I’ve come to one of the places I have most fantasized about and everything has been Harmony and Flow is not quite accurate. In my mind I have made Ireland so magical and have waited to come here for it to be so PERFECT. And yet by my created perfectness my experience…

  • The Illusion of Others

    Last night I had a dream with the boy who raped me when I was in highschool. Upon waking I realized that I have not made complete peace with my experience with him and my internal response about him. There was a mild (and I mean very mild) annoyance that he was there in my dream. It reminds me of another dream I had two days ago… It was a dream with the physical appearance of Donald Trump. We stood before each other. He said – without words…

  • Completion.

    I remember this day vividly. It was the weekend I did my Landmark Forum.   When I was 16 years old, I was raped by one of my classmates. He shared the experience with everyone as if it didn’t happen the way it did. It was talked about and I was teased about it. I chose to keep it inside. I didn’t tell my parents as I thought they would love me less and that anything I may have done or would do in my life would be…

  • The Forecast of Life

    Today Is The Best Day Ever ?️ Sitting here in the waiting room I hear the local news emitting from tvs. I must say the news is not my ‘thing’. There it is, noise in the background of my environment. Being in a space where the news was being broadcast in the past would have been a nuisance and today it has no meaning. I hear it, but I don’t HEAR it. It doesn’t exist in meaning. As I’m writing in my journal I stop as the news switches…

  • That’s My Ship

    Today Is The Best Day Ever ⛵⛴️???️ Picture yourself standing at a dock. Your suitcase beside you. The sun kissing your beautiful skin. You’re wearing your favorite outfit, so comfortable against your skin. As you look to the left you observe your ship. You feel a sensation in your gut. That’s your ship. It’s headed out to sea. You’ve clearly ‘missed’ it. What now? That was your Caribbean cruise and now it’s sailing away. You stand there being with your emotions of not making it to your ship. 5…